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What Would You Do If
-I cried:
-I asked you to help:
-I was becoming suicidal:
-I killed myself:
-I died from natural causes:
-I said I liked you:
-I kissed you:
-I started smoking:
-I stole something:
-I was hospitalized:
-I ran away from home:
-I got in a fight and you were there:
-I got dumped:
-I pissed you off:
What Do You Think About My
-Personality:
-Eyes:
-Face:
-Hair:
-Clothes:
-Voice:
-Humor:
-Choice of music:
-Mannerisms:
-Family:
Would You...?
-Be my friend:
-Tell me the truth no matter what:
-Lie to make me feel better:
-Spread rumors about me:
-Keep a secret if I told you one:
-Loan me some cash:
-Hold my hand:
-Take a bullet for me:
-Keep in touch:
-Try and solve my problems:
-Love me:
-Ditch me
-Use me:
-Bang me:
-Date me
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| 05:03am 26/01/2005 |
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So the last few days have been... interesting to say the least.
today was class crazy!!! i had music enjoyment with bryan, then we went to the union where we chatted with a few phi delts while we waited for kelly to come to eat lunch with her. then thomas joined us for a bit, and i had to go finish my speech plan. then i had speech, which was alright, until i realized i did mine in the wrong format! but theres always next time!!! then had physical science. for some reason i cannot stay awake during that class! i came back and took a shower and went to geology, which was quite boring so i did my make up! haha then came back got ready and went to the social with my fav. boys, the PHI DELTS!
haha my night was set when i walked in and this creepy old guy at the bar was like "mmm nice boots" GROSS!!!
i had a lot of fun, but when i went to leave i wanted to go back to the house sooo bad but i didnt want to get in trouble for "post party" even though i wasnt going to drink or anything. but josh took us to taco bell and then dropped justin and me off at my car so i could drive us back to campus and yeah that was my night! haha |
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| 08:48pm 22/01/2005 |
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mood:  chipper music: miss congeniality :)
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yeah yeah i know i dissappeared forever, but i am still alive.
i probably would have updated sooner, but seeing as i havea severe lack of comments, i am not very motivated.
well the last few nights have been some of the most fun in my entire life! i LOVE my phi delt boys!!!
brie slept over last night and we had a long chat. its weird, she and i are the same person! its fin because we actually do look like sisters, and we are going through the same thing right now with our lives and we have a mutual understanding for each other. she is quickly becomming attatched at the hip to me! haha :)
this semester started off really rocky. not in the sense of classes, but like my LIFE life. things got pretty messed up at home, especially with some certain friends and my mom and i. but now im really understanding that whether we want it to or not, life does move on. i never wanted to feel that way, but now that i am really moving on from everything, i feel a lot happier and a lot more at peace with myself. I am trying to let myself be really happy and not tear myself up over trivial things that have been bothering me for quite some time now. i am beginning to realize that everything really happens for a reason, when one door closes another one opens.
my mom and i patched things up the other night. it was really weird not talking to her for so long (since new years day) but i guess im glad we are talking again. my dad has to go and get another surgery for his shoulder. i get really nervous about him with his shoulder etc, since he and i have gotten so close over the last few months. |
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| 08:32pm 16/12/2004 |
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish i was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in 3 words
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think i'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. Do you wish to get to know me more?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? |
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| 01:44am 17/11/2004 |
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well the past few days have been interesting, to say the least.
Saturday: Went out with Kelly, Angela, Chris and others to a phi delt apartment... had lots of fun playing card games with the boys ;)
Sunday: chapter, hung out with angela for a bit (pizza party :-)) finding out that the phi delta pledges cant come to formal with us, so i am now going with the sigma chi
Monday: went with amanda to the sigma chi house and stayed forever and got breakfast sandwiches at bp!!!
Today: slept til 10 at amandas, came hereand slept some more and waited for a certain boy to phone me... and thats where we are now... still waiting... lol |
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| 02:11am 13/11/2004 |
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:x: piercings- 2 in each ear and 1 in my belly button
:x: tattoos- 0 for now
:x: height- 5'4" ish
:x: shoe size- 7 1/2
:x: hair color- blonde
:x: siblings- one younger brother
LAST...
:x: movie you rented- sex and the city season 2
:x: movie you bought- hmmm not sure
:x: song you listened to- 1,2 step
:x: song that was stuck in your head- breakaway
:x: cd you bought- no idea
:x: cd you listened to- evanescence
:x: person you've called- danielle
:x: person that's called you- danielle
:x: tv show you've watched- family guy
:x: person you were thinking of- hmm... cant say aloud, lol
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone- yes
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else- at times
:x: you think about suicide- no
:x: you believe in online dating- no
:x: others find you attractive- yes
:x: you want more piercings- more in my ears and my tongue
:x: you like cleaning- no way
:x: you like roller coasters- yes!
:x: you write in cursive or print- both
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships- for, if they are with the right person who is willing to make sacrifices for the relationship and has a mind of their own
:x: using someone- def. against
:x: suicide- WAAAAYYY against
:x: killing people- against
:x: teenage smoking- against
:x: smoking-against
:x: driving drunk- against.
:x: gay/lesbian relationships- for
:x: soap operas- for
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl- yes
:x: ever cried over a boy- yes- the story of my life lol
:x: ever lied to someone- yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight- yes
:x: ever been arrested- no
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use- pantene pro v
:x: shoes do you wear- flipflops or sneakers
:x: are you scared of- failure, confrentation, being alone, lightening, rats, scary drunk people, not finding "the one"
NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love?- 1
:x: of times I have had my heart broken?- TOO MANY TO COUNT
:x: of hearts I have broken?- not sure
:x: of girls I have kissed?-
:x: of boys I have kissed?- 4 or 5
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?- soo many
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?- a bunch
:x: of scars on my body?- one on my big toe, my thigh, my hand, and my face
:x: of things in my past that I regret?- nothing that i can think of... everything happens for a reason
favorite:
5 letter word: id have to agree with kait and say music
actor/actress: tom hanks and reese witherspoon
Candy: snickers munch or gummi bears
Cartoon: simpsons
Cereal: cookie crisp or kixx
Chewing gum: coolers
Color(s): pink!
Day of week: tuesdays and saturdays
Least fave day: wednesdays and thursdays
Flower: roses and daisys and lillies
Jello flavor: blue
Jewelry: my bling bling charlotte russe ring, my bracelet from crissy and my big hoops
Special skills/talents: i sing, dance, and am quite flexible
Summer/Winter: winter
Trampolines or swimming pools: swimming pools
|| Person who last.. ||
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: my roommate
Made you cry: rejection
You went to the movies with: kristen, meredith, teresa, candyce, and amy
Yelled at you: my dad
Sent you an email: my dad
|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas: yea
Kept a secret from everyone: yes
Cried during a movie: yes
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: yup
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: no
Been on stage: yes!!
Been to New York: yes
Been to California: no
Hawaii: no
China: no
Canada: no
Europe: no
Asia: no
South America: no
Australia: no
Wished you were the opposite sex: i have, but not recently
What time is it now?: 2 27
Apples or bananas?: bananas, unless its aa macintosh apple
Blue or red?: red
Walmart or target?: I like target
Spring or Fall?: fall
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: sleep
What was the last meal you ate?: dinner- beef n broccoli n rice
High school or college?: college with classes only a tiny bit harder then hs would be hot (yeah kait!)
Are you bored?: yup
Last noise you heard?: my tv
Last smell you sniffed?: doritos
Last time you went out of state/province?: well i left for the hurricane over laborday so that was my last time in jersey, but if FL is out of state, then RIGHT NOW |
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| 03:14am 12/11/2004 |
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heres an update of what my life has been like the past few weeks
Halloween weekend: had TONS of fun for kellys and laynes birhdays :)
Parties: Went to plenty had had many many good times
Homecoming: Monday- went to movie night for an hour... didnt get to see any of the movie; had skit runthrough for forever; had buddy social with my pal bryan... we rocked at bowling :)
: Tuesday- Carnival Night- went for a bit and went on ring of fire and the super fun bus ride, lol; had skit runthrough for even longer than the night before; went to kelly and laynes for a togo/t shirt making and election party; spent the night there
: Wednesday- Skit night!!! we were so awesome and we were definitely the hottest group out there, but forrest gump rocked my socks, lol, went to a phi delt party, which was lots of fun :) except when i almost passed out because i got too overheated :/
: Thursday- toga party social at liquid cellar; fun, but not as much fun as the previous night, went to a mad party at jefferson lofts; crazy drunk guy jumped from the loft onto the dining room table where i had been sitting!!! i swear! i was sitting there with my "twin" and all of a sudden a cigarette drops onto the table and i look up and i see a guy ready to jump! marybeth and i quickly moved to the other side of the room, then he jumped and messed up his foot/ankle... went back to kelly and laynes and spent the night again
: Friday- woke up and felt awful, went to the student health center and was diagnosed with either strep throat or mono because my lymph nodes are swolled like WHOA. i went back to my room and slept for a bit, then woke up to go to spirit splash, but couldnt go in the water :( From there, i went back to my room and slept some more then got up to go to mealplan with angela and bryan and met up with 3 people there. After that, we went to the phi delt house and went from there over to make the float in the scary part of Orlando. It was much fun dancing around with my sisters and occasionally catching/throwing the football with the guys. We left and went to wendys and i got dropped off here to sleep
: Saturday- Woke up and lindee came and got me. we went to walgreens to stock up on meds and cough stuff while i picked up my antibiotic. we drove downtown and met up with layne and she joined us for the game. We watched the game until halftime, where my great grand big SHOULD HAVE WON HOMECOMING QUEEN. we left soon after that dissapointment and took marybeth back to layne and kellys apartment, where layne made us cheesy chicken and pasta for dinner. it was amazingly good. we watched lost, then marybeth and i left to get ready for a party that we were all going to. we both wore white tops and blck pants and shoes... we were hottt!!! haha. we went to xavis, then to the lofts, then back to xavis and then to a party way out of the way in a 6 bedroom mansion... it was really pretty, but the cops came, not to break up the party, but to tell us to "keep it down." we left a little while after (me xavi marybeth and kristen). we went to taco bell and met up with aj and thomas. we all went back to xavis place and ate then had an orgi (bahahahahaha) and tried to to handstands, lol (you had to be there). Then shipman's gf comes storming out and yells at us for being to loud "keep all orgis and talks about handstands at a minimum" lol. Then we all left and i went back to laynes slept there.
: Sunday- slating all day... went back to my room and headed over to the pool for like 3 hours with angela, then came back and got ready for chapter and walked over there with a group of libra chi os, there we had revelation and formal bidding for the cobs, then after that, me angela, marybeth, and danielle went to wackadoos, then angela, marybeth and i went to starbucks and then to marybeths apartment. then kristen came by and we went to chipotle , then came back to marybeths apartment where kristen left and then we made ourselves all pretty and waited for the phi delts to get out of their meeting. when we finally got a call from them after midnight, we went to xavis and hung out with the guys there for a bit, then went home.
: Monday- got a freaking letter saying that my roommate reported me for something completely stupid... then later kelly saved my life and picked me up and took me to the phi delta house to watch them learn their dance for kd shakedown. met some fun new boys. then bryan, woojoo, carl and i went to taco bell for everyone and came back and ate. then bryan left and christina and i played pool and i was compltely awful lol. then we watched the boys play the new halo game and then carl drove me home.
: Tuesday- not such a good day, but will write about it as friends only later... KD Shakedown, which was much fun (sigma chi made my night!!!)... A whole group of us went to kellys and laynes for cards and such. much fun until it came time for everyone to go and i had to hide in laynes room so as not to get like raped by a boy there, lol. spent the night in laynes room with bryan and danielle
: Wednesday- had an awful awful day/night and ended up spending it all alone (well aside from my roommate, but i would like to deny her existancde whenever possible)
Now for today: woke up super duper late (haha 3!!!) then hung out in the room until like 830 ish when danielle called me and picked me up so we could go to a "bonfire" (which ended up being over by the time we got there), but we stayed and hung out anyway. then we went into the poker room and played for a while. then justin and andy came and they all played more poker. The much love to josh and danielle for putting up with my stupid antics before we left because i wanted a date for formal... lol I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! THANKS! Then finally josh initiated the question to justin about coming to my formal with me, and then justin made me come inside and ask him in front of everyone.... very embarassing, but nonetheless i got a date and was made very happy and relieved, lol. then danielle dropped me off and here we are now.
im not going to make any promises about keeping up with the journal this time, but we shall see 0:)
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| 02:03am 24/10/2004 |
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mood: sleepy music: Viva La Bam
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 | You preferred Kerry's statements 78% of the time You preferred Bush's statements 22% of the time Voting purely on the issues you should vote KerryWho would you vote for if you voted on the issues? Find out now! |
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| 12:28pm 10/10/2004 |
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I can't believe that I completely forgot to putt this in here!!!
There's a new girl in my sorority named Kimmy and she's from West Deptford and was Joe Barr's first girlfriend! I almost died when i heard that!!!
But anyway... time to head over to the Pick Nick! Be back later!
*Brittany* |
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| 10:34pm 09/10/2004 |
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I don't know why I just can't be consistant with this journal! lol
I keep telling myself to update and keep up with it, but it just never happens, lol.
Nothing too much has happened recently... I've been extremely sick this past week (no fun), and I am afraid my grades will suffer because of that... :(
Social life is going well... I miss people back home... but I guess that is to be expected...
Yeah so that's been my life for the past month and a half, lol.
Anyway... enough catching up...
Today I had to get up at 7 (after going to bed at 5) to go to a sisterhood event, which was much fun :)
We went to Wakaiwa (spelling?) Springs for canoeing. Teresa, Kelly, and I were in a boat, and we were quite talented (if I do say so myself, lol). Only got stuck a few times in the brush of the river.... but we were still one of the first groups back.
Then we all went swimming in the super cold spring which was soooo much fun. We could dive down and see where the spring was coming out of the ground...
I got home at about 1:30, and felt super gross so I took a shower, talked to my favorite person, then went to bed... and now I am trying to study, but I have an uber-bad headache so I can't really concentrate as well as I should...
hmmm... I'll probably put a new survey or fun quizy thing up later..
*Brittany* |
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| 07:16pm 06/10/2004 |
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x - yes
0 - no
- = maybe, depends
Would you ever..
() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() have sex with me?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me ... even a really sappy one?
() let me take you out to dinner?
() drive me somewhere/anywhere?
() take a shower with me?
() be my gf/bf?
() have a fling with me?
() listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
() buy me a drink if i didnt have money?
() take me home for the night?
() let me sleep in your bed?
() sing car karaeoke with me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() let me give you a piggyback ride?
() come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? |
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| 11:20am 29/09/2004 |
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yeah.. about me updating... haha or lack of it
well lots has happened since the last update...
let me just start of with how awesome God is... i really needed help with some issues i was struggling with and now, i KNOW everything is going to work out. i also got to talk with kimmy for a while yesterday and i cannot wait to go back home and see her.... i miss you muchly kimmy!!!
so fl got hit with yet another hurricane... what the jeanne??? lol i got to stay with lindee for the weekend... good times. went to the FL mall to hit up some awesome hurricane sales!!! haha i spent soooo much money, but it was well worth it!
i went to checkers for the 1st time yesterday... yummy :)
ummmm yeah nothing else too much going on... i'll update later tonight |
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| 01:21am 17/09/2004 |
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i need to be more patient... i KNOW prayer works and i am getting tooo anxious for it to work right now and i just need to trust my faith... if you guys could pray for me for strength, i would really appreciaate it |
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| 01:55am 16/09/2004 |
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well i slept through my alarm somehow and missed my 1st 2 classes... oops... I REALLY did mean to go to them... o well
i woke up for passions and then went to stats and nursing class...
then, lindee picked me up and we got our nails done :) and went out to dinner
we drove to her chi o twin's apartment and decided to go to macco (a club in central orlando)
well... talk about DIRTY PEOPLE THERE... ew some guys need to know when to back off... gross... but it was a fun girl's night :)
*Brittany Marie* |
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| 04:22pm 14/09/2004 |
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mood: sick music: haha new kids on the block from vh1
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yes yes i know it has been forever since i updated... sorry
well yeah, florida is like hurricane crazy right now. between charlie, frances, ivan and this new system forming... i think i just may go crazy.
for those of you who i got to see last weekend, thanks for making my mini vacation back home from school great!!!
well ive been back for a week now and i laready miss jersey a lot... well i missed it a lot more before sunday night, when certain people gave up on the world... and on me. i just cannot fathom how a person could feel so strongly one way and then the next night have a complete 360, but this time it was not my fault. i just hope that he really thinks things through, and not jump from emotion to emotion and hurt 2 people who don't deserve it at all.
and kind of on that topic... to those of you who are trying to harass me about things that happened over the summer, just don't even bother. it is NONE of your business, and do not act like you know everything, because, while you may think you do, you really don't and i would appreciate it if you would leave me alone because i do not need the aggrivation and i don't have to explain or clarify myself to you, or anyone else for that matter. thanks
okay enough about that.
school is getting tougher. i had 2 tests yesterday which were death run over twice. i hate when teachers tell you what to study, and then they put on other stuff that we supposedly did not need to know about. but oh well. i don't think that i did too terribly, but i could have done a lot better had i known what i REALLY needed to study.
for those of you who didnt know... I AM IN A SORORITY!
yes, that's right.
me
Brittany Marie Airo is a sorority girl! haha
I was officially bid for by the Chi Omega girls at the University of Central Florida
I think i am going out with my Owl Pal tonight to go out to dinner and i can meet some of my new sisters :)
well that's all for now folks
i will try to keep updating on a regular basis
*Brittany Marie* |
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| 12:29am 27/08/2004 |
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hey guys
as you may or may not know, i am already at college in the beautiful orlando, fl
my computer has yet to make it here so updating is a virtually impossible task for the immediate future.
in the meantime, know that i am well and i miss you all terribly.
if you would like to make me not so homesick, leave me some comments!
*Brittany Marie* |
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| 12:13pm 11/08/2004 |
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Well Hell Week has certainly been that... Hell... But in all actuality, my hell week has not been theater affiliated. My persol life is a huge mess. Between my family, school, and most of all BOYS, my life has been AWFUL. Theater has been my escape from it all. So even all the events yesterday didn't truly bring me down.... well.... at first i was a tad upset, but I kept telling myself that we ALL in a way needed to hear some of what was said. Granted it was a tad too much, but I know it made me want to work harder and make our show really really awesome just to be like "HAH! Lookie what we can do!" lol.
Yeah so today will decide my fate in many many aspects. Being that it is our dress rehearsal and i hope everything comes together (INCLUDING MY SWING!!!!!)
Well i am getting ready to go out to lunch and then help out at theater until its time for dress rehearsal.
*Brittany* |
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